Do I ever wish to be born as a cis guy? Nope. I'm proud I am trans. Yeah being a transman is hard. Coming out, transitioning and living in a society where people are scared of change is tough. But if I would've been born in the right body I wouldn't be me today. I wouldn't know people I know today. I wouldn't have learned things that I never knew about. I wouldn't be a fighter. I wouldn't be as strong as I am today. So every step I took was totally worth it. Enjoy every step in your journey. Learn, grow and appreciate that you're alive right now.